~What's goin' on~
I’ve screwed it all up
said the wrong words
told the wrong thoughts
reflected the wrong feelings
just as always
all I’m saying
has to be kept inside
all I’m telling
has to be kept secret
all I’m reflecting
has to be hidden far away
so no one could know
me
it happens every time
when I get tired of being me
I want to die
to stop my breath
stop myself from hurting them
all I’m saying
has to be kept inside
all I’m telling
has to be kept secret
all I’m reflecting
has to be hidden far away
so no one could know
me
I’m sorry, can’t let go
can’t say the beast inside to leave
it’s just too much me
to separate it from my life
you’ve got to choose
all I’m saying
has to be kept inside
all I’m telling
has to be kept secret
all I’m reflecting
has to be hidden far away
so no one could know
me
you say you want to know
but when I do, you yell
you scream you cry
shake me through
and all I know is
all I’m saying
has to be kept inside
all I’m telling
has to be kept secret
all I’m reflecting
has to be hidden far away
so no one could know
me