I feel tired, I feel like I’ve lost all my strength.
I felt many times, but this time it feels like, I can’t get up again.
For years I was fighting.
But no matter what I did, nothing ever worked.
I feel like all hope is gone.
This is my time.
My time to say goodbye.
And I hope you’ll someday understand, that I didn’t want it to go the way it went.
But after for years I just couldn’t take it anymore.
I feel like I have lost all my strength, I can’t get up again.
Everything feels so sore.
This is my time to say goodbye.
I love you, goodbye.
I am sorry.