The girl with no make-up on and the girl who isn’t being seen
Here we have a girl, with a lot of make-up on, who is always wearing the latest fashion.
Everybody can laugh with her, even if the joke isn’t funny at al.
But also the girl who you can trust in private situations, just the perfect girl who everybody wants to be.

Now, take that same girl, with just a little bit of make-up on, she is just wearing what she wants, doesn’t care about the opinion of others about her clothes. The girl who tries to be funny, but isn’t funny at all, even how hard she tries and how hard she thinks she is. Jeah, it would be pretty much me in my younger days.

It’s funny to see how fashion can make an image. Maybe that girl just needed a little bit more of confidence and she would be pretty much the first girl, but only from the inside. I am a little bit like the first girl I described, but I don’t like her at all. I just want to be myself, without all that mess on my face what suppose to make me beautiful. I rather be that nerdy geek who only has got her real friends to rely on, than some fake friends who seem to know you. I can’t be that first girl anymore because of the image, it kind of pisses me of.

What if I would go to school without any make-up on. Really, just none. Would that make me less me? Would they still like me? Would I become a geek again? Could I be happy like that? I still hope for that one day when I will go with a smile on my face, without the big outside, just me, naturally. Just the way I am, how I was supposed to be. Would that day ever come? Well, I don’t know… I keep on trying.