~Changes~
everything seems different
since you disappeared
even when you’re near your not,
miles away
if you could be here again
if I could hold you
just one more time
don’t leave me now
everything seems different
since I want to be myself
all I know is I lost myself
even more
far away from me, myself and I
whishing I was never born
though I know I’m here with some purpose
can’t understand why
everything seems different
since I’ve decided to
yes, decided to lose weight again
not much
just a few more pounds
just to feel in control
loose some of my feelings
and feel alive again
everything seems different
nothing’s the same
all I know is
yesterday belongs to the past
today is now
and tomorrow may never come
in silent I’m praying I’ll reach that day
feeling comfortable with me