It gets harder, everytime you use.
The feeling of no worries and no troubles,
Is just too easy to get.
To get back to who you were one day.
You’ll never be the same again.

Lies and bullshit has been told to many times,
To often, to many deceit.
So few people to trust,

Every time you use,
You get another feeling,
But it’s still the feeling of numbness in your head,
Finally there is no battle going on,
And you can be back to who you were one day.

Lies and bullshit take there part,
And deceit is easy to follow,
You just go along with the numbness in your mind.

Can you remember what it was all like one day?
Many years ago,
Before you had thoughts of your own,
No worries about what you would wear,
Or what you would say when you’d run into an old friend.

The people who you were supposed to trust,
Betray you, and let you down,
And you start to use,
So you don’t have to see what’s going on,
To just be able to close your eyes for a minute,
And take a breath,
Feel the clean air run into your longs,
Take a breath, Deeply.

Try to remember what you were like one day,
Remember, who you are and who you were.