Using the harsh painful words
Slowly pushing my friends away
I don’t want them here anymore
Make sure they don’t want to stay


They don’t need me in their life
They can make it without me
They can surely stand alone
Im sure they will agree
When im finally gone
And when they will see


It’s for the best
To end this test
To end this pest
So I can finally close my eyes
Close my eyes and rest


I’ve seen the righteous light
I've seen the light in suicide
Maybe I’ll end it tonight
Or shall I continue to fight


My reason to live has died
Probably when they left me
Got no reason to live anymore
So end it right now shall we


It’s for the best
To end this test
To end this pest
So I can finally close my eyes
Close my eyes and rest


How could I end this hell
Maybe if I let out the blood in my veins
But im to weak to end it
So only a small scar on my wrist remains


Pushing away my friends
So it will be easy
For me to end it all
Wish you all could just leave me


It for the best
To end this test
To end this pest
So I can finally close my eyes
Close my eyes and rest