Today
I ran away.

Just one more time.

And all I could do was
thinking about you.

How great we can have it.
If you just don't have doubts.

And I dance, and I laugh
And I talk and I cry
And I get through the night
With people who are able
to care and to love me.

And I hold them close to me
And sometimes
They hold me too.

But after a while,
I just miss you and then
I get so destructive
And confused
And I don't wanna fool myself
Or anyone else
If you can't get out of my mind.

But I need to forget you
So I throw myself
in the arms of a perfect man
And tell him how much he's
not like you...
And how much I hate you.

While I wanna love you
So much, so badly
And I don't wanna run away

But I do it again..