Desperately Me
why is it so hard for me
just to explain myself?
saying wrong, not-known words
doing things that can’t be undone
forgetting to go after ones
I didn’t mean to let go
I want people to understand me
know who I am right now
want your help to change me
so I can finally be one day
the person I’m supposed to be
living life, being free
it’s hard to say what you think
when you got a mind full of thoughts
not knowing which one’s true
using energy to seal their lips
don’t want to know what they scream
whishing the storm will calm down
begging the wind to take away my sorrow
asking water to wash away my faults
trying to understand myself
I try to understand this world
for what reasons do people live
what will give them inner peace?
this life is an endless journey
a neverending circle of days and nights
scared like hell to fall asleep
daydreaming of one night
I finally will sleep my very best
never see the sun raises up again
please
I'm so tired
just let me sleep
keep me sleeping
make sure I'll never
wake up again