You don’t seem to notice, or maybe you don’t care
The way I feel when I meet you
The way I doubt and I don’t dare

How hard it is to make decisions on that point for me
Somehow you don’t understand that
Somehow you don’t see

I feel like I am flying, circles in the outer-space
Not knowing where I’m going to
And where to find what place

Thinking doesn’t help, everything is grey
For me it is so difficult
I think of it each day

And now, when I just met you, it really hurts my soul
Cause all I want is to be blind
And I don’t know what for

To see you there together, kissing, hand in hand
Makes me feel so lonely
I wish painful, for it to end

I try to hide my feelings, I act when I’m with you
Don’t understand why I’m frightened
Of the things I do

I mask the doubtful words, speak only when I should
I cover what is left of me
While I explore your mood

That’s only ‘cause I’m lost in me, I don’t know who I am
Still looking for some answers
Help me if you can.