All these days, all these years
I kept wondering, what should keep him here?
All my love and all of my heart
Didn’t want to be alone, so I gave him the cards
Always knew deep inside,
He is passing me by
He does what he wants
And what he wants is not, beeing a part of my life
I tried so long to understand what goes on in his mind
Always hoping that he kept the sweet thing, inside.
Never knowing what he did behind…my back….
Ignoring words that people said…Ignoring warnings that he left
Because I didn’t want to be alone anymore in the mornings
But now I know, that what I wanted is something I never get
I thought, we were getting finally in love
I thought, that he was ready to give love to me
So I gave him the most precious thing I ever had
But know I can’t get it back, I can never get it back..
I shouldn’t ignore the words they said…
Suddenly, it seemed I was just a fling
Suddenly, he has a girlfriend who gives him everything
But I thought we were walking down that line
But now I know he fooled me all the time…
Now I’ve lost my friend, my dearest love
Didn’t knew it would end, and as I look above
I know that I was just beeing stupid, I should have known better…If I only knew better…
Now we don’t even talk anymore
Seems he knew the way right out of the door
And I’m glad that it’s time to go on
I was so wrong, but I won’t make the same mistake again
I am ready, for a real love, with a real man.