Thousand lies..
A loose trail of thoughts,
I don’t even know where to begin..
A constant beating in my heart,
For all the feelings that want out..
Blinking away tears,
Cause I have no where to put them..
Taking a shower won’t make me feel,
Any less dirty…
Putting on makeup, won’t make me feel,
Any less disgusting…
I can’t believe I ever walked into this,
With my eyes closed…
Putting so much faith in you,
And knowing you would hurt me..
That you let me believe you wanted me,
But that was never true..
You played me right from the start,
And I have absolutely no clue why..
All I know now,
Is that I’m left with nothing..
That you used me up,
And threw me out…
I can’t believe I ever felt for all your thousand lies..
And I have no idea how to stand on two feet now…
You made me fall for you,
And now I’m alone,
picking up the pieces of what is left of me..
So how can I be friends with someone,
Who lied to me from the start…
If all you ever said to me, about me,
Is a lie… How do you expect from me,
To ever trust you again..
We are no friends, we never were,
Cause friends, you treat with respect...