Living in two worlds,
Totally opposite of each other.
One is safe,
One is fake.
People living in the safe world,
have no idea what it feels like,
to have that unsafety.
To have to take care of others,
When they are supposed,
To take care of you.
To have to put on the facade,
For the sake of loyalty.
To have to pretend it’s all perfect,
While it’s bursting with anger and fear.
This struggle for me will continue,
But I will not put on the facade anymore,
I will find my way to deal with it.
Because now ive realized,
That i want to be loyal to the truth.
Even if that means that i have to,
Live between two worlds.