I must

always
be responsable

always be responsable

always thinking
of others

putting me behind

Is it so much to ask
to be just for once
a naïve fool again?

being inresponsable for once

go out en have fun
buying sometjing because I want it, not because
I need it, but just for the pleasure of having it?

without thinking

about my money
or boyfriend
or the bills
or my work
or my kid
or what the hell there is left?

Don't get me wrong
I love my boyfriend, I love my kid till death

but once in a while
is it so wrong to put me first?
To do something I like?

Hell, I'm a monter