I will wait and see,
what the future holds for me.

For my future is unclear,
I can not be able to reach out,
reach out for that what is to come,
while I like to do just that,
I want to know unlike some.

Will I be betrayed again?
Will I be left alone once more?
Will I have a friend to gain?

This all is yet unclear,
I must see to it that my path,
will not remain here.

Because my life is heading,
to a darker place,
with no sun to shine,
with only darkness filling the space.

The empty space of my darkened soul,
clouded it is,
sun not to be found,
all that can be undone by a kiss.

A kiss of love,
which I long for,
like I long for happiness,
but the future doesn’t have that in its store.

It just has pain,
agony,
and sore.

Live with it is my only option,
escape is nowhere near,
because I live in these times,
the only thing there is to do is fear.

Yet I doubt whether that’s good,
do I want to dodge,
or do I want to shoot?

Well I know what I want,
and what I want is what I can’t,
for life is riding on the wrong road,
must move to another direction,
or I’ll get hit by a truck like a toad.