Demons:
Thousands of thoughts in my head
They won't leave me until the day I'm death
poisoning me with their voices
They don't want to give me a choice
"Commit suicide!"
"End the war, end our fight!"
"Banish all the light and fill his hearth with fright!"
"There's glory waiting for you at our side!"
Angels:
"Be welcome in our paradise
There will be angels who you'll recognize
You don't need to fight
The apocalypse is in sight
There's no glory here for you
You can't lose, He is always there to rescue"
Their soft voices circling in my head
Hearing them when I'm in my bed.
I have chosen, I want to be free
Trying to get the voices out of me
Or will they never let me be
Can't you see,
I'm suffering inside
They are taking away my pride
Confusion is all what remains
The cause of my many pains
The cause why it always rains
Rains inside my head
It's kind of sad that I want to be death
But I don't want to kill myself
Trapped forever within myself
It's like living in a shell
The only thing what I want is to yell
To shout it all out of me
To set my aim and become free
Because now I'm everywhere,
And still nowhere
No aim, and no reason to stay
I wished my thoughts where gray
Instead of black
They just bring me of the track
Feeling like giving up
It looks like there is no way up
Only a way down
Feeling like a clown
Like a sad and cruel joke
It's time for me to choke
Choke in hate
Believing and listening to my fate
Demons and angels are under command
Doing exactly what they demand
There are no powers left to bend
I guess this is just the end...
Goodbye, I'm going to end my painful dive
The dive that supposed to be my life
Feeling ashamed,
God is the one who I blamed
For all he threw me into
There's nothing left what you or I can do
Nothing left in this world
In the afterlife the things will be unfurled
Then it'll all become clear
My end is coming near
Goodbye,
I'm going to fly away,
Away to a place where it'll never become day
A place of peace and harmony
A place of euphony
My utopia high in the sky
I got to go, you'll never understand why
So I'm just going to say goodbye...