afraid to fall in love again
It isn't always the way we want things to go.
What looks sweet from the outside can be bitter from within.
I've learned that lesson the last years, and it's hard to get back on your feet, to apologize to everyone you've hurt by being in love with the wrong person.
They say love makes you blind, unfortunately I had no eyes in those months.
If only I would've known that this would happen, maybe things were different.
Maybe if I took other choices, I could look back and be happy, instead of sad.
But 'maybe's' don't count cause life is how it is, and it goes the way it wants to go.
You can't tell what's going to happen, you can't see how someone really is between the lies.
But you have to be faithful to yourself, or else you'll lose it, and you'll do things you normally won't do.
You'll be separated from the world, and you can't see that you're almost too far gone to get back on your feet again.
Explaining it to everyone you've hurt is going to be the most difficult thing to do, cause you have to tell over and over again what your faults were, and why you did that, why you loved him and why you didn't listen to everyone who loved you.
It’s like confronting yourself to your biggest fear, because thanks to love you’re afraid to fall in love again.
- geschreven in november 2010 -
What looks sweet from the outside can be bitter from within.
I've learned that lesson the last years, and it's hard to get back on your feet, to apologize to everyone you've hurt by being in love with the wrong person.
They say love makes you blind, unfortunately I had no eyes in those months.
If only I would've known that this would happen, maybe things were different.
Maybe if I took other choices, I could look back and be happy, instead of sad.
But 'maybe's' don't count cause life is how it is, and it goes the way it wants to go.
You can't tell what's going to happen, you can't see how someone really is between the lies.
But you have to be faithful to yourself, or else you'll lose it, and you'll do things you normally won't do.
You'll be separated from the world, and you can't see that you're almost too far gone to get back on your feet again.
Explaining it to everyone you've hurt is going to be the most difficult thing to do, cause you have to tell over and over again what your faults were, and why you did that, why you loved him and why you didn't listen to everyone who loved you.
It’s like confronting yourself to your biggest fear, because thanks to love you’re afraid to fall in love again.
- geschreven in november 2010 -
Reacties op dit gedicht
| balance-bianca86: | Zaterdag, oktober 08, 2011 18:41 |
| of om in te zien,dat je dat juist ook zelf al bezit... eigen liefde! | |
| balance-bianca86: | Zaterdag, oktober 08, 2011 18:40 |
| hs ben het het niet met je eens. Keuzes maak je niet zo maar. Sommige liefde is verkeerde liefde, waarbij verwachtingen van elkaar niet gelijk zijn en het uiteindelijk alleen maar om bepaalde aspecten die je zoekt van jezelf gaat. De pijn die je voelt is er om je op het spoor te zetten te krijgen wat je zo bewonderde of aantrok in die ander persoon! groet, balance |
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| balance-bianca86: | Zaterdag, oktober 08, 2011 18:36 |
| erg herkenbaar en het past bij het leven.Dit zijn belangrijke lessen geweest en moesten gebeuren. groet, balance |
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| hs: | Zaterdag, oktober 08, 2011 14:00 |
| Mooi geschreven. Niet bang zijn,pijn komt toch wanneer het komt en als het gebeurt omdat je niet waagde is het eens zo erg en levenslang. |
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| Godvader: | Zaterdag, oktober 08, 2011 03:08 |
| graag gelezen, tis 1 grote monoloog int engels, daar hou ik stiekem wel van gr. Y |
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| AnotherLonelySoul: | Vrijdag, oktober 07, 2011 23:54 |
| er moet staan: geschreven in 2009 | |
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| Gecontroleerd door: pantarhei | ||
| Gepubliceerd op: 07 oktober 2011 | ||
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