And still day after day
You’re on my mind
I’m still looking for a way
A way without you to find

But every time I try to change my course
You’re wind seems to blow me back
I’m reigned by your force
My world turns pitch black

And I tell you,
That I’m tired of being treated this way
I say you
That I don’t want to live like this, another day
And ‘ok’,
Is all that you say

Why don’t you seem to understand
Why don’t you know that I can’t
I want you to tell me that you see
That you know what you mean to me

Why don’t you get that this isn’t it
This isn’t the way it should go
That I want you to say
Don’t leave me this way

That I want you to tell me
That we’ll try again
That we’ll give another shot
At this friendship

Because, after all
Once, it was worth it all

But how can I tell you again
That I’m ready to let you go forever
But how can I keep doing this
When you don’t care at all

Why don’t you see that I’m scared
Frightened
To let go of your hand
Why don’t you understand

14-10-2011