When I read the letters on my screen
I imagine someone to talk to me
count the stars on the nightsky, see
all those people, they're with me
listen, my heart is still beating, so I am alive
though my head hurts, I know the passing tide
I've seen you today, I was drowning in your eyes
I still do, we'll stay together in my mind
all the memories, they do not seem real
I listen to songs to do not hear the silence
wich is yelling in my head, it's so hurting me
and I remember every aspect of the distance
Wish I could matter like someones do
but all I seem to do is fade
at all the endings the silence returns, who
who will ever remember, or, just know my name
I share stories with the absence
feel the worthless taking part of me
don't have nothing left to tell
no one to listen to me neather
It does not matter how I'll reach the end
I can only pray for it comming fast.