Look at this
place
it's a mess
isn't it
try not to forget
to clean
the washroom
boy.


I swear I tried
but apparently
it wasn't good
enough for you

All alone now. Alone with my dreams
and my memories. I hope I can try
to forget them. I hope I can try
to remember them. It hurts
to think about what you
did to me and myself
and what I stand
for, or what I
used to
stand
for.

Don't hurt me, please.
Don't make me feel like I mean nothing to you.
Don't try to forget about me and correct your own behaviour.
Because it will hurt.

I swear I tried
but apparently
it wasn't good
enough for you

I'm
dead
now and
you're not
my friend any
more. Are you all
satisfied now with what
you have done to me and
my screaming body in the lakes
of hell? The pain that never ends
and the screaems that never seem to
silence. Please, die for me, and join me
so you know what pain I am in and how I feel.


Please, die for me.
Because I love you so much.