Slowly we are losing more and more contact,
Words are beginning to get twisted..
And anger is starting to raise..

Each day there are less ways to communicate,
And every day fear rises higher within me..

I don’t want that, I never wanted that..

It shouldn’t be this hard,
The fear shouldn’t be this high..

I don’t want it to be like this,
It’s hard enough as it is without all this..
Is this what we are becoming?
Are we never going to survive this together..

I don’t want that, I never wanted that..

Will this break us apart,
And break away every progress we have ever made?

Will this mean I’ll end up alone again,
Living separate lives because we can’t take it like this?

I don’t want that, I never wanted that..

Our individual future is already so unsure,
So I guess our future together is completely unwritten..
Maybe even unable to be written…

I speak out emotions I never even wanted you to know,
I want to keep that all hidden.. it’s better that way..
But when panic rises and takes over my senses,
I regret whatever I said to you..

I don’t want that, I never wanted that..

I should just leave you be,
Make your own progress for yourself..
And figure out my own path some way..
But I’m scared of losing you,
And that fear fuckes everything up..

I’m digging my own grave,
Mostly without even knowing it..
Maybe I should just lie in it and be still..

I don’t want it to be like this,
I never wanted it to be like this..
I never wanted this to happen…