Time is ticking by,
but I don’t notice the difference in the days..
their all the same lately..

I’m losing grip on what is real,
and what i wished there could be..

Cause i knew i would be waiting,
but all these uncertainties make me afraid...
But what if it all takes so much longer than expected,
how will things turn out then..?

Days pass me by with a blur,
and the only clear moments are when i am with you..
I know what that means to me,
but i can only guess what it does to you..

I wish i could run away from this all,
cause its consuming my every thought..
This constant fear of the unknown..

the fear that withholds me from speaking up..
speaking up to you..
Cause i need more than this,
i need clarity..

I need my safe haven..