The first time was cool,
you were so beautiful..
So happy..
But I couldn't help it and broke up with you,
for someone else..
The second time was fun.
I got challenged
and showed them they can't mess with me..
I broke up with you,
cause I cheated..
I cried and cried and cried.
I missed you..
The third time was..
different..
There was love, there was fun, there was a 'we'..
But again, I realised this sh*t wouldn't work.
I loved you,
but I let you go
We had everything,
but I let go of us
Your mother hates me know
and I'll probably never see or hear from you ever again.
Now I'm sad 'cause I still love you.
But 'loving someone'
appears to be not enough..
And if it's better this way..
Than I'm sad because of what?
Because I lost you?
Forever..
Or because I turned my back on us?
My back on love..