I wondered how i was able to come this far,
But i already know the answer myself
By working very hard,
Always trying to find new paths.
But that has come to an end.
I feel my life stands still
Holding my breath
My vision has become narrow,
Need to get the chess pieces moving
I am forced to make a choice,
That i cannot regret.
need to prove to myself
this is not a stalemate