The more I think, the more I doubt
I want this all to be over and out
The longer I wait, the more I know
I long to be gone and it's time to go

The more I long, the more I hate me
I do not deserve to be and feel free
The longer I'm, the more it pains me
I wish not to hear, feel, know and see

The more I dream, the more I long for you
I wonder what it is you would do?
The more I love, the more I lie
I'm unable to feel, just let this die

The more I sleep, the more I torment
I know I should but I just can't
The longer I linger, the longer I stay
I have longed for the wind to blow me away

The more I pretend, the more I fake
I have tried but now I'm going to breake
The longer I'm here, the more I fear
I have to say goodbye to everyone, my dear...