Slowly realization kicks in..
What now..?
I’m starting all over again,
And it’s hard..
What if I’m never truly able to leave this alone?
This is a life time battle,
That I can never stop fighting..
This future scares me..
I know it’s harder for you,
But this is my life and comparing things has no use..
But what if I can’t?
A life long, fighting a battle,
And I can never lose a single round,
Or I’m back at square one..
What now?
I never thought of these consequences when I started this,
Never thought it would get this hard..
Underestimated this way of life..
Fear of doing this all alone..