Sitting here with my hands in my hair,
Frustration inside my head,
All because of feelings I didn't have,
Don't know what to do or think.
Waiting for that day,
Afraid of not knowing what to say,
My thoughts are like a maze,
Scared of what will come after that day.
Listen to your heart they say,
Let the feelings stay,
Just be normal like everyday.
Feeling I'll be swept away,
That I'll fall from grace.
Why do I feel this pain,
Every emotion coming my way,
It's like a rage.
Don't want to repeat my past,
It will be too hard,
My mind will go insane,
My heart will lose it shape.
If I could just think straigth,
Able to understand this pain,
Make the frustration go away,
I know there is only one way,
I'll have to wait till that day.