Even though,
The road may seem paved.
I'm still not able to walk it..
All these insecurities just don't go away,
And it seems to haunt me,
More and more each day..
It feels like i can't do anything right,
And i keep beating myself up,
Over every little thing..
I cant take these emotions,
Cause numbness was so much better..
never caring for others thoughts..
But now, all has changed..
And i can hardly live my life,
The way that i should..
I don't feel good, in my own skin.
I don't feel safe, in your arms.
I don't feel right, anywhere..
All i feel are insecurities eating me up inside..