Afraid.


I realize,
i was never so afraid before,
afraid something will happen,
i'm afraid of losing.

I wasn't ever afraid,
of losing,
but when i met you,
all started to change.

I've never been so afraid,
in whole my life.
I don't want to be this scared,
of losing.

I don't want to do this on my own,
i'm scared something will happen,
to you, to me,
and not to know that something has happen.

I'm scared,
not like ever before,
i never knew where my actions came from,
but i do understand now.

I was afraid of hurting you,
of losing you,
afraid of making wrong decisions,
but by being afraid things went so wrong.

I was afraid of showing my true self,
i'm really sorry,
I'm still afraid,
but i know i have to face it.

So i know,
i trust,
it will be oke,
some day.

I'm still afraid of losing you,
but i have to feat on it.
It have to make me stronger,
either way i'll be lost and afraid for ever.

So i trust it will turn out fine,
I believe i'm that connecting point,
i believe in you and me,
for eternity.

I am afraid indeed,
never been this afraid in whole my life,
but i'm strong and i will be stronger,
some day i believe in.