This silence, this discomfort, this much seperation
I hate it, i cant deal and dont know how to go on with this..
I cant sleep, i cant think i cant breath..
Dont you know its killing me..
And i dont feel like i want to be here right now..
I want to run away.. I dont want to feel this.. I want to dissapear..
The contrast between this night and last night is so hurting,
it gives me so much pain that ill lie awake this whole night for sure... Knowing you are sleeping now, not caring, it makes me even more mad..
I want to get this over with.. Its driving me insane..