When we were happy
when we were in love
life was like an endless summer
you digged yourself so deep in my heart

And now it's autumn
without you
without color
without warmth
without anyone who cares about me
without any reason to go on
because te problem is

How hard I even try to hate you
I can't get you out of my heart
it's closed & broken
you're still here with me
you're in my surroundings
you're in the air I breathe
you're in my mind
you're in my heartbeat
you're everywhere
your stuff, your clothes, your smell

I can't get you out of my life
though it seemed easy for you
you walked away, already gone
still you'll never disappear
you're still here
I'm stuck with you
want to get rid of you
I pull you closer and closer
Than comes reality
I see you with her
and myself with me