I had a bad time these past few years
Lost some friends and I shed some tears
I can't cope when things get messed up
I try to move on, but I always get stuck
Yet again I fall into the same mistakes, but it feels so safe and I find release
I guess you would never understand, the feeling that comes with a knife in your hand....
I write to you telling you It's help that I need
I cry everynight
I feel so weak
I just gotta try to breath, but I just can't cope anymore and now I just bleed
Now I just bleed....