When people are gone the only thing we wish is to see them again,
so we can talk to they again holding on memories..
I just have a believe they live next to us..
just watching over my shoulder & keep us save!
I know who my garding angel is...
He was not only my brother but also a enemy..
Things happend between us over the years when he was alive! 
But know he is gone i forgive it,
We all make stupid mistakes! 
The only gift you have giving my is...
You can call it a miracle
That the contact with he's childeren..
She have been running & running for years so they never have to found us! 
But they both did.. & know i can see this was meant to be