Let me tell you my deepest secret..
Do you promiss not to tell?

Sometimes, I just want to scream and be mad
Instead of that, I can only cry and be sad

At times I feel like I’m the only one here, like I’m all alone
But I know, I cant do this on my own

Sometimes, I just can’t take it anymore
I feel like walking out that door

I don’t want to bother my friends with this
When I try to tell them something, they don’t really listen, they just give me a hug and a kiss

I really want to leave, but i know I can’t go by myself
I need to leave with somebody, like a snail needs it’s shell
I need to leave this place full of trouble
And live in my own little bubble

I just want to leave and forget about everything,
But I feel like I can’t, like I’m an angels with just one wing

Everybody says: ‘dont worry, and, it will be ok’
But is it really true...? I have trouble waking up every day
When people ask me, ‘how was your day’?
I try to smile and say ok, but all I’m thinking is: go away

Some people say I worry too much
That might be true, but they don’t know whats going on in my life
They don’t know about my dreams, about people haunting me with a knife

I’m happy when I’m not at my house for a night, a morning, or a day,
Because that day I wont have to worry, and everything will be ok
Just a couple of hours is ok, to escape from the screaming, the hate and the fights
They go on and on, it starts in the morning and it ends at night
But I always regret going back home again
I really need to leave this place, but when...?

What stands between me and my dreams...?