My hands touching branches and red coloured leaves.
Clouds fading away in the moon's believe.
This is the one, the tree destined for me.
As i start to climb my way up, memories trying to make me stop.
But as i look down beneath me to the ground, the shadow's still screaming and crawling around.
I take a deep breath and rest in my faith, for rest is all mine to take.
I'm so sorry for the few I deeply love, but living with these shadows is just enough.
I love you all so much but i can't go on this torture way, I'm so sorry they make me leave this way..
The rope feels comforting in my hands yet they're shaking.
As the loop falls around my neck, like a necklace in an ironic forever way.
Silence all around me for not on the ground, the shadow is outraging and makes his bone shivring sound.
He knows, he knows.. he's finished, I've won
One last look at the stars, the moon and the trees
One last thought of all of you, in my heart locked and sealed.
One last deep breath of troubled air as I fall down and close my eyes,
never ever again asking why God, why....