I don't know
where to look
I don't know
The destiny

{of this path}.

angry
about this thing
sad
just about everything

{how best friends changed to strangers}

The feeling of trust
gone in an instant
the feeling of safety
gone in an instant

{together with tears & heartaches}

Not sure how to think
If I truly am the blame
Not sure how to think
that I truly became

{Just like they told me}

Not knowing
If I should give them a second try
after knowing
they will judge and let me cry

{when they talked behind my back}

Knowing they were my friends
stuck between heart and brain
knowing I am no angel either
Still stuck in this lasting pain

{always thinking I should stop thinking}

...When I can't...