My dream bubble

Safe from the reality
Safe from the tears.

Only happy thoughts
Only smiles
Only soft sounds.


But slowly bursts are appearing,

Wanting or not,
Reality seeps through.

Trying to fight it off,
Trying to stretch the walls,
And trying to make them thicker,
Trying to block the real reason.

Hurt by reality
Angry at reality.

Betrayed by my tears
no feeling in my throat
Deaf from all the yelling.

Knowing there’s no escape
Knowing I’ve lived in a dream bubble

I have to let reality surround me
I have to accept this loss

Even though I don’t want to
Even though it hurts so much
I forget how to breath.
Even though my heart misses a beat
Whenever reality reminds me of this.

Goodbye my friend, even though I didn’t really knew you
You’re someone I’m truly gonna miss.

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