Since you left, everything reminds me of you. Getting up in the morning, eating, breathing... I loved you... I still love you.
Why did you leave me behind? I can't do this on my own. I'm giving up, Michael. I feel my strength decrease, but unfortunately the pain that I feel because you're not coming back won't. I loved you, Michael. I still do and always will.
I think I have given up every bit of hope that I had left for a better life. I can't start living again, I just can't.
It hurts to much to live without you. I will do anything to come back to you. Even if that means that...
But what if I don't see you in heaven? Will this all be for nothing? I don't think so, Michael. If I die whether I see you or not, if there's only darkness, my pain will stop and if I find you, we can live happily ever after after all.
Just in case I die, I love you, Michael and it's that toxic love of us that is making me do this.