Many many years; until IT was there
a light-flash of total overload
all senses smashed like torrents,
while eyes as wide
paralyzed of control
frozen i had to follow the exact
moment city square, there was, it
where I waited my life for
this elevation of mystery. it
My heartbeat flat cloaked, burned,
fused, immerse. a split-second pure
straight out the blue.
a path the eyes passed, simultaneously melted
open,
the exit and
completely burned away,
nothing, and as it went in,
while all went out,
in momentum. It is
a single mind shot, a snap
a gob smack that strucked
It, complete a lacked
everything, it was cold
no heart, eyes who eat
it was missing all
the connection
 bystanders smiled
respect, thumbed
a scene... a scene
 From outwards
was unseen
and there it became
a single story
frantic
rudderless
 Towards as seen
 from past near inwards
this is it...
that, in an acute  
observing darkness, the details set
a sight in motion
 as it was light with a silver blaze,
cold en sinister
on it's outside seemed the hero,
oh its discord, vanity of pride
 and a concept of despair 
which deepens a show,
one show to see
with a path set
my first card giving
that turned outside in, in-reality
Pure and monstrous!, powerful in a slick
of tactic and
IT is inside-out
nonburnable! Awful, just awfully
Total aware