i wish that i could go back to the past
that i could change all my mistakes
so that i can judge all i have seen with
the knowladge i have now

every day when i wake up
and question myself
why do i bother to wake up and
start the day

why not end it
end all the saddness
end everything that started with a
wrong choice

there where happy times and memories
but they are all destroyed
the happy me died
when i could not run away anymore
when i needed to act like an adult
even when i was just a child

so please tell me why
why i should go on
why should i keep running and fighting
i have noting left to go on for

it game over for me
just how its ment to be