Butterflies,
The first time you looked at me,
I thought you were so lovely

Nervous,
When you came my way that same night,
Smiling, holding my body so tight

Love,
Although I thought it was that,
Those first couple of months after we met

Tears,
It seemed like I did everything wrong,
You hurt me that way because I was not so strong

Pain,
Nothing I said or did was right,
So that was the beginning we started to fight

Afraid,
First you yelled at me,
But afterwards you mistreated me physically.

Wandering,
What did I do so wrong to deserve all this pain,
No explanation, because for you it was only a game.

Sorry,
That was all you ever said,
Oh God sometimes I wished that we had never met.

Because now I live in my own world,
With my own rules,
And I can assure you that it’s difficult,
Wanting to be loved by someone
But don’t letting that someone into your heart,

But I’m sure, that when time passes by,
I’ll become that same old girl again,
That I used to be before I met you….