Anxiety
Massive thoughts go through my head each and every day
I try to get away, break from it, or want my weary head to stay
In one place, a few thoughts, one capable mind, not destined for destruction
And these question that I have all form in a line in my head to form procrastination
Fear, that I may never get it right, envy of someone looking better than me tonight,
Sadness, for I’ll never get the girl that I like, or angst, for a world I cannot seem to get the pace right…
Will she ever like me? Probably likes the other guy more
How could she not? He’s way more talented than me ever before
Do they know each other longer? Probably and has even a better friendship with him than me
Is it okay if I ignore her? So I won’t have the deal with constant anxiety?
Can I get this job? If you try hard enough and never fail and let them think
Will I succeed? Most likely not because you cannot make this level I've set so high
Will hold it? Maybe or maybe not, that’s what worries you isn't, you’re weak
Can I overcome this feeling? No because you are deep down inside scared as hell and cannot find the power you so desperately seek
Over thinking has been my way of living for years, which is redeemed to live in constant insecurity and fear
I might not make it in life and explode, for I am not worthy of my own time, so I’ll choke
Oh traffic man, bad men, evil men, would you release my soul to somewhere else
For I think I am not worthy of this live and shouldn't live someone’s else's…
Anxiety can lead to desperation and depression, many you should know this lesson what I’m about to give.
Don’t give up on something because you think you might not make it
Just the everyday battle of questioning everything related
Is it a puzzle or a deeper meaning?
Will she like the guy she is also speaking with?
Most likely, as you can’t expect feelings to be converted to one
Be proud of yourself, and live for yourself and think of yourself once in a while when you are done.
You are beautiful, admirable and envision passion
Don’t let anybody take that away, especially not you , in your own mind prison..
I try to get away, break from it, or want my weary head to stay
In one place, a few thoughts, one capable mind, not destined for destruction
And these question that I have all form in a line in my head to form procrastination
Fear, that I may never get it right, envy of someone looking better than me tonight,
Sadness, for I’ll never get the girl that I like, or angst, for a world I cannot seem to get the pace right…
Will she ever like me? Probably likes the other guy more
How could she not? He’s way more talented than me ever before
Do they know each other longer? Probably and has even a better friendship with him than me
Is it okay if I ignore her? So I won’t have the deal with constant anxiety?
Can I get this job? If you try hard enough and never fail and let them think
Will I succeed? Most likely not because you cannot make this level I've set so high
Will hold it? Maybe or maybe not, that’s what worries you isn't, you’re weak
Can I overcome this feeling? No because you are deep down inside scared as hell and cannot find the power you so desperately seek
Over thinking has been my way of living for years, which is redeemed to live in constant insecurity and fear
I might not make it in life and explode, for I am not worthy of my own time, so I’ll choke
Oh traffic man, bad men, evil men, would you release my soul to somewhere else
For I think I am not worthy of this live and shouldn't live someone’s else's…
Anxiety can lead to desperation and depression, many you should know this lesson what I’m about to give.
Don’t give up on something because you think you might not make it
Just the everyday battle of questioning everything related
Is it a puzzle or a deeper meaning?
Will she like the guy she is also speaking with?
Most likely, as you can’t expect feelings to be converted to one
Be proud of yourself, and live for yourself and think of yourself once in a while when you are done.
You are beautiful, admirable and envision passion
Don’t let anybody take that away, especially not you , in your own mind prison..
Reacties op dit gedicht
| september: | Donderdag, mei 28, 2015 13:35 |
| Het is heel goed geschreven een aangekaart hoe spanning en angst intern een leven leiden en dan naar de buitenwereld toe opspelen. Ik las het enkele keren omdat het een goed inzicht biedt. Liefs | |
| windwhisper: | Woensdag, mei 27, 2015 13:12 |
| dank je Wouter, ik hoop dat het bgrip vindt, knap schrijven van je, het hield en houdt me even bezig in gedachten, moeilijk lijkt het me te leven met zo'n angstoornis, we zijn allemaal wel eens angstig maar dan neem je de sprong en laat het los, jeetje om even bij stil te staan |
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| Wouter Stam: | Woensdag, mei 27, 2015 13:01 |
| @windwhisper, Dat klopt, het gaat over een mentale ziekte genaamd: angststoornis, het overdenken van alles en wat je benoemde in je eigen bericht. En soms kunnen de makkelijkste dingen eindigen als de moeilijkste dingen. Voor mij persoonlijk is het belangrijk dat dit wordt gezegd tegen de mensen die het soms niet doorhebben ^^ |
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| windwhisper: | Woensdag, mei 27, 2015 11:37 |
| het Engels was een beetje moeilijk voor mij, maar wat ik er van begrijp is dat geplaagd worden door onzekerheid over het juiste meisje, de goed baan, het waard zijn om te leven en dan juist die goede zinnen, op het laatst, je bent het waard, je bent mooi, en je kunt trots zijn op jezelf Ik hoop dat ik het goed heb begrepen mooi en waardevol dit ik denk dat een ieder leven mag op eigen wijze en het waard is. |
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| Auteur: Wouter Stam | 
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| Gecontroleerd door: de redactie | ||
| Gepubliceerd op: 27 mei 2015 | ||
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