I wish for a quick release
Just a big sleep in where I dream
Of big wooden ships, and the sun shining on my face
But it wouldn't be too hot or too cold or too rainy or too anything
It would be just fine, just okay, right here standing at the edge of everything
While not waking up from my sleep

I could travel the world in my head and I wouldn’t have too worry
About constantly being right for someone else instead of my own self
I could see the people I want to see and ignore the ones I don’t
And not worry about the one I don’t want to worry about because they are worrying about… Me.

I could do the things I want to do, hangout where I want to hangout,
Instead life is mistreating me like it does to anyone and everyone
We all must carry the big bag on our back and wear it so small that no one can see it
Till we feel like shit,
Till we are broken down
Worn out
When we want to scream without any sound
Because I am scared to make any sound…

I wish I could fall into a big coma,
So I wouldn’t wake up for a long time,
So I can finally enjoy my peace,
But wouldn’t that be selfish of mine?

To only care for time to catch up with my mind..