~ About my Monsters ~


Try to look positive at things
face myself, but never look
That’s not honest
for i am not healthy
i am not honest, honest
for i am not doing well
but i honestly try not to let it show
You know i’m honestly
trying to protect you

You see i am a monster – all i do is hurt people
Why i am not allowed to be,
i need to hide away, disappear: i need to die
Have to punish myself
keep the distance growing
You are way too beautiful and loving
caring, amazing and brave
to be tormented by someone
that really should be lying in her grave

There’s no easy way to say this
There are no monsters
There’s just one
not hiding under my bed
not living in my mind
It’s me, it’s who i am
and it’s the one that is
destroying
you