I wish I could speak up and raise my voice
Being what they think I am wasn´t my choice
What am I for real? A doll with a broken face
You can see the hurt on it, from being a misgrace
I just wished for people to become less of a moron
I just wish for them to see what I have become
After all, what do these people know?
Once there was a heart, as pure as wintersnow.
And then footprints started to leave marks
Footprints, who wanted to extinguish fire sparks
As old as time the oldest were
Leaving a young girl in despair
Now the forest is a muddy mess
Feeling like it´s so much less
The snow won´t melt, the pain won´t ease
Pain which resulted in a mental disease
I rather don´t share my secrets with an audience so cruel
It´s only more oil to their anger. At least their fire can have it´s fuel
Break my face, leave me unwanted. Focus on the bitch I have never been
Don´t focus on the inner struggles and fights you have never seen
It´s a tale as old as time for me. What do you want? Even more hurt?
Things could have been so easy, time goes by and still not a word
About your own mistake and the way you did behave
It was always how I should put my pride in a cave
There is barely sunshine, there is barely merci
Not for the winter forest with this heavy branches within me
I cry, I have losses, I wish for the winter to come to an end
Most people became my enemie instead of my friend
Can I share my story? Loud and clear as a song?
The forest won´t melt, and It won´t make me belong
But maybe it makes things clearer for people who don´t know
And who knows, my heart and mind will again be as pure as wintersnow.