~Not Going Back~
Don’t want to go back to the past
don’t know why
the fear that crept in really fast
The monster under my bed
- i skipped that phase
looked in the mirror instead
All that i’ve become
- i don’t know who i am
i feel so much yet am so numb
The why’s keep haunting me
want them to leave me alone
will dying set me free?
i want to be free so bad
can’t you see, can’t you tell,
can’t you try and understand?
Please know i love you, really i do
Dying will be my ultimate
love from me to you
The future is not waiting,
not for me at least
letting me go will be creating
a whole and better world
filled with harmony and love
i will die and leave you furled