Deep inside,
I hope you will stay around
for a while.
You put a laugh on my mounth,
you make me smile.
Whenever you're here
I'm having a good time.

On the outside,
I'm tough and try
not to show what I feel.
It could make me cry,
it could make my fears real.
I don't want to take that risk,
I' m not ready for that.

So afraid that I am,
about the future and what it will bring,
afraid that this will end one day.
So my real feeling,
is my secret, nothing to say
or to share with you,
all of this is so complicated.

Step by step,
I really start to like this,
the way you touch me,
the way I react when we kiss.
The way you make me feel free.
I find it dangerous, and it's scarry
but I also like it very much.


H.