crying a river of tears
Crying a river of tears,
for all the sadness, pain
and the fears,
slowly going insane.
Because what you did to me,
my world feels dark,
there's nothing more to see,
not even a small spark.
How long,
can I coop with life,
will I be strong,
won't I reach for the knife?
I try to do what's right,
all the time, every day,
the worst part is the night,
when the demons come out to play.
I really hope that I am the only victim you made,
who you made suffer like I do,
I would make it easier to deal with the self hate,
if I only knew that was true.
I feel as big a monster as you
for not doing the only thing possible
it's sad but true,
but I feel like a real criminal.
For not telling about the past
what you did to me,
how long will this feeling last,
will I ever be free?
R.
Reacties op dit gedicht
| Pascal Janssen: | Woensdag, februari 17, 2016 21:40 |
| Blijven schrijven, hopelijk helpt het je aan inzichten en verlichting. Greetzzz Pasje |
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| verdrietige schildpad: | Woensdag, februari 17, 2016 15:43 |
| You remind me of someone who is still very dear to my heart. I would be devestaded if he was not here anymore and I would be devestaded if you were not here anymore. I know your battle, I know it is hard but dont give up, please dont give up. Keep on writing. | |
| Aquarel: | Woensdag, februari 17, 2016 09:54 |
| Je schrijft zo mooi over een zo zware strijd. Ik hoop dat het schrijven je wat verlichting geeft. Ik wens je veel sterkte. Liefs, Aquarel |
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| Auteur: jdedenker | 
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| Gecontroleerd door: christina | ||
| Gepubliceerd op: 16 februari 2016 | ||
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