The cards say it shouldn't be,
my head says I shouldn’t do,
my heart is lost.

The first memory of you takes just a couple minutes…
you quickly fade out of mind.
A year later you return te celebrate with me,
a look, a moment happens.
You quickly fade out of mind,
I shouldn’t and you can’t.
There is someone else but you keep connecting.
Your look, your smile, the way you touch and kiss
being in our own little bubble.
People can see, but people don’t know.

The laughter, the words of recognition,
the feelings of desire and connection.
But we shouldn’t, you can’t.
Going further then my own rules of life
to have you by my side.

Abrupt it is over, the plans we had are no longer.
You needed to choose,
sooner then we both wanted it to be.
Going for a new adventure and love
but leaving most of you behind,
or stay where you are.
You would have chosen different in a weeks’ time.

The week we had made me glowing all over.
The sound of my phone made me tremble inside.

Time faces, no words are spoken,
feelings become quiet.
Will you come into my life again?
Can I, I can’t, you shouldn’t but I want it.

Knowing that it isn’t meant to be
doesn’t make the heart accept it faster.