(2011)
Stuck
My life is going too slow,
can’t you see?
Stuck in this place,
just being me.
Having all these dreams and plans,
but thrown away because I don’t take a chance.
Wasting my time with a hobby I like,
instead of discipline, a little spike in life.
Dreaming of my future path,
a husband, a home, with a dog and a baby at last.
But stuck being 22 is far from my dream,
held up by my school, makes me wanna scream.
Experience is what I gained,
a graduate diploma and flawlessness is what I aimed.
Showing other people that I can do this as well,
but what for.. will I then come out of my shell?
Not knowing where my path takes me,
Not knowing if I am worth it all,
Nothing else to do then close my eyes and fall.