A change has occurred in my life
Or maybe two, three or four,
But one big one that made me decide
On how I’ll handle my life

See it used to be that lonely meant scared
To me at least…and it meant much more
Afraid that I’ll end up alone forever with no experience what so ever
But I’m not that scared anymore, I’m just lonely

And that kind of makes sense you know
Because I don’t have someone so,
It’s kind of stating the obvious
The difference is, saying it with a positive attitude altogether
Because you’re hoping for someone that can strengthen that inner arrangement you have figured out so well
So it kind of makes sense now…you know?

The worrying thoughts are still here, because that doesn’t change
But hoping for someone in my real life and to see with my own two eyes
Is very different then what is what before.

I think that’s kind of great.
To be positively scared of loneliness
Without it meaning something else and you can say it out loud
Without being afraid to have people judge me for not making any sense, anyhow.